เพลง What Now (Explicit)

I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat

I shouldn't be crying, tears were for the weak

The days I'm stronger, now what, so I say

But something's missing

Whatever it is, it feels like

It's laughing at me

through the glass of a two-sided mirror

Whatever it is, it's just laughing at me

And I just wanna scream

What now? I just can't figure it out

What now? I guess I'll just wait it out

What now? Woah, what now?

I found the one, he changed my life

But was it me that changed

And he just happened to come at the right time

I'm supposed to be in love

But I'm not mugging

Whatever it is, it feels like

It's laughing at me

through the glass of a two-sided mirror

Whatever it is,

it's just sitting there laughing at me

And I just wanna scream

What now? I just can't figure it out

What now? I guess I'll just wait it out

What now? Please tell me

What now?

There's no one to call

cause I'm just playing games with them all

The more I swear I'm happy,

he more that I'm feeling alone

Cause I spent every hour

just going through the motions

I can't even get the emotions to come out

Dry as a bone, but I just wanna shout

What now? I just can't figure it out

What now? I guess I'll just wait it out wait it out

What now? Somebody tell me

What now?

I don't know where to go

I don't know what to feel

I don't know how to cry

I don't know ow ow why

I don't know where to go

I don't know what to feel

I don't know how to cry

I don't know ow ow why

I don't know where to go

I don't know what to feel

I don't know how to cry

I don't know ow ow why

So what now?